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25-03-2023 09:04 AM
25-03-2023 09:04 AM
Re: Trying makes it worse
would love to chat anytime @tonys but I have no idea what thread to do it in!
How are you going @EternalFlower ?
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25-03-2023 12:12 PM
25-03-2023 12:12 PM
Re: Trying makes it worse
hey there @LeChuck . How are you mate. In hospital, Cant feel good but we let go and its where the currents take us some times. Mate. I have a confession to make.
Half the time I don't even know what thread I'm in. See a kite come in the mail box and it takes me to Sane Fms and then so busy reading and thinking, I forget to look where I'm at.
I seem to like the " grate full' thread lately, because its like the song. . .
Shining Happy People holding hands. But then music thread cheers me up too. And then I get the odd home work assignment handed to me. Love those. Had the odd tiger stalk me,
so change lanes from time to time, . . . writing is sharing , and venting.
But I will go where ever you go fella. Your scarcity hides how smart and methodical you work a problem, and It more than peaks my interest. I think there is a deep and wise person in there that i would like to know more about. Helps me learn too.
So, Lately the farm means late hours for me, or rainy days. but i do look in as many doors as I can when the crickets are singing, Will tag you more if O k.
So, what ever you want to talk about, and where ever, a tag will wormhole me to your galaxy..
Thinking of you Le chuck. tonys m b 1
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25-03-2023 12:15 PM
25-03-2023 12:15 PM
Re: Trying makes it worse
Thanks @tonys . Would love a tag now and then, just don't want to chat on our support thread for eternal, theyve got enough on their plate without us yakking away about bill dust haha
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25-03-2023 12:29 PM
25-03-2023 12:29 PM
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OK . will keep that on stiky note on fridge. What threads do you mostly frequent.
tonys.
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25-03-2023 12:32 PM
25-03-2023 12:32 PM
Re: Trying makes it worse
None at the moment. Struggle town resident here. Maybe I should make my own. Anywhere will do, just a random tag or two to keep me distracted 🙂
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25-03-2023 12:42 PM
25-03-2023 12:42 PM
Re: Trying makes it worse
Happy to listen @LeChuck sometimes its really unfair to have a rough time. Im glad u can voice it and hope ur ok
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25-03-2023 09:55 PM
25-03-2023 09:55 PM
Re: Trying makes it worse
Hello all hello dear @LeChuck and my friend @Appleblossom @watcher and kind @tonys @Sophia1 @Shaz51
Today was a bit tispy turvy messy and hard.
People do not know i discharged myself from hosptial because it wasnr helping, and are congratulating me on thw great news of being out. I cant express myself properly and cant speak about what its like therr because i assume people find it boring so it leaves me feeling isolated in this world of wards.
I am having trouble with my Dr who i feel messed everything up regarding my stay but remained blissfully ignorant of his role in this.
I hope everyone is ok and im here for u if u need
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25-03-2023 11:31 PM
25-03-2023 11:31 PM
Re: Trying makes it worse
hey there eternal @EternalFlower First chance ive had to log in. First thing, You are my
mate. So you could rob the federal reserve bank . . !, wouldn't change a thing. You'll always be my. . MATE . . . Second.. You are certainly never boring my friend. I always like to hear what ever you have to say. When I worry is when you say nothing.
You never have to tell friends stuff to impress them or feel pressure to please us, and sorry if you feel that pressure . Ive been with you a while through ups and downs,.. of course we like hearing about the wins. but this is about listening to what ever, . . when ever. Even on your worst days you are always kind. If I had just one hour to live, I would quite happily put my feet up, pop a cork, and share it with you my friend.
Tell you a secret. Often I will just leave a note for the book keeper, pack my bed roll, and thumb a lift to god knows where, And then just float back in when Ive made up an answer I believe in enough or the bats have all gone.
We do what we must my very dear friend.
Tonys moon base one
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26-03-2023 01:18 AM
26-03-2023 01:18 AM
Re: Trying makes it worse
Roger that @LeChuck , If you start one, send me a kite so I find you please.
Rest up friend. tonys m b I
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26-03-2023 08:34 AM - edited 26-03-2023 10:20 AM
26-03-2023 08:34 AM - edited 26-03-2023 10:20 AM
Re: Trying makes it worse
@EternalFlower I am having a lot of trouble talking and organising my thoughts too. I finally built up the courage to explain that to my loved ones and friends and ask if we can talk via text instead. I just said to them on the phone, I'm sorry but I'm having a lot of trouble talking and organising my thoughts, is it ok if we text instead? And everyone has been supportive of it. I find it a lot easier to say I'm struggling but ok and explain things through words on a screen than I do face to face or on the phone. I can't explain things properly or do faces right fast enough at the moment for phone calls and face to face. I can hardly speak on the phone and it just makes me feel shit, so. Being able to reach out through a text and talk that way is helping with the isolation in here. I don't know if that is an option for you but it's working for me. I am making an effort to keep my texts short and to the point and not overwhelm anyone but it's great for people to even understand a little and keep that social connection going.
Sorry that things are still so tough. Sending good vibes eternal!