Good Morning!

[Shaz51]

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[Meowmy]

@Shaz51 hey darling. Hope you are having a good afternoon. Still at work. Going okay here.

[Shaz51]

very quiet afternoon my darling @Meowmy 

glad to hear you are doing ok xxx

[Judi9877]

Good morning and good afternoon @Shaz51 @Meowmy @Bimby2 @Owlunar @TAB @Adge @Gazza75 @Bunniekins @CheerBear @MDT and everyone visiting here! I hope you are well! Sorry I’m late today- have been very stressed out as my housemate had a VCAT hearing about the bond today which her mother attended for us. Anyway, story is said real estate agent wanted the bond back for damages and loss of income and my housemate decided to contest it. In the end, VCAT heard the case and whilst said agent got the bond, said agent was also reprimanded by the board member for their lack of rental ledger documentation display as they believed it was fake due to not having tax requirements on it listed such as name of company and other important details. Also, other issues. In the end, although agent thinks they have won, they haven’t because there will be another hearing in the form of compensation happening which said agent isn’t aware of yet.  Talk later!

[Meowmy]

@Judi9877 hope you win !

[cutiepiekitty]

Hi all.

Have not been here since yesterday mprning because have not been up to it. Went to the pool and ended up panicking badly. Stupid female decided to ignore that you are meant to use a different lane to others when swimming. She whacked straight into my head in deeper water (about 2m) that caused me to have water up my nose and swallowed and set me off because it took me back to when a particular person tried several times to drown me. Made it out of the water and curled up on a bench in a change cublcle for a long time until one of the staff came to look for me, knowing that I had gone in there a long time before. They said I had been there nearly 45 minutes, but I have no idea. They managed to get me to a stage where I was able to come home, and rang me after I got here and then again about an hour later checking on me because I had a headache from where she hit into me. And kept feeling that I was being drowned. Still finding it hard to stay in the present. 

Managed to get to the ladies night but can't remember hardly any of it. I have been told that several people were concerned about how I was and that I ignored people, but I don't know. I dd not think that anyone would notice and I just did not want to stay home alone. Only managed about 2 hours sleep

Then today I have been the same. I tried to sleep but every time I am nearly there I  get the flashes of the attempted drownings again and other things as well. Keep feeling that all the things that have happened are deserved because of something I have done. Or not done to stop things. And about a child that never got a chance. 

Nobody understands what it is like. So often I am told to let go of the past but it keeps coming back and attacking me. I don't feel that I can talk to anyone I know about things because I feel they are just going to judge me or tell me to get over it when I can't. B is helping me a bit, but at the moment I feel like I have gone backwards. I can only get to see her fortnightly. 

Went to ring one of the helplines to see if they could help and am almost out of credit on the phone so I can't. Found an online chat help but they have closed for the night. So going to take a sleeping tablet, curl up with monkey and colour in until I can hopefully get some sleep. Can only hope that tomorrow will be better. Can't feel much worse

[Bimby2]

Business things to work out and trust you win your case. Have a pleasant
Friday and weekend to follow. Best wishes from Bimby2.

[TAB]

So sorry @cutiepiekitty hope you get some sleep

[Bunniekins]

Good morning and a Big Hap-pea Friday to all the formites including @Bimby2 @cutiepiekitty @Meowmy @Judi9877 @Shaz51 @Gazza75 @Former-Member @The-red-centaur @CheerBear @Maggie @Appleblossom @MDT @TAB @Bill16 @eth @Angels333 @cutiepiekitty @simontemplar @JosRapp @Adge @Judi9877 @Teej @outlander @Sans911 @Snowie  @Former-Member @LadyCaroline @Smc @Owlunar and all I have missed. We have made it through to the end of another week. Pat on the shoulder to all of us. Have a beautiful and caring day. Love peaxxx

[TAB]

I hope your day is better today @cutiepiekitty  sounds like you are very brave to go swimming. Perhaps you can get some credit for your phone as well. I don't know what else to say. I hope things get better for you