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BlueBay
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Childhood trauma memories (TW)

***Trigger warning***

The past two nights I have been having flashbacks of my childhood sexual abuse. In detail. 
It's very upsetting and making me feel horrible. 

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Re: Childhood trauma memories (TW)

Sorry to hear this, @BlueBay . I can only imagine how awful that is. I hope tonight you don't have any flashbacks.

Re: Childhood trauma memories (TW)

Hi @BlueBay  sorry to hear this is happening to you.

 

Ive had a few crappy days myself.  I've been obsessed with fb stalking my abusers hoping to see if this virus has taken them out.  I know we (Australia) are winning the war, but a part of me feels like the virus isn't moving fast enough.  From what I hear it's not a pleasant death - and I hope it's coming to them every single day.

Re: Childhood trauma memories (TW)

Hi there @Razzle 

I am sorry to read in your post from yesterday that you had a couple of crap days. I suspect many of us are having not so good days as the lock down drags on. I hope things have looked up for you today and some more pleasant memories have arisen too.

 

all the best

Whitehawk

Re: Childhood trauma memories (TW)

@Whitehawk 
Do you know what annoys me???

i got an email earlier today from a moderator checking on me regarding this post. I replied - the nrver got bsvk. 
why email me if you're not going up reply back. 

@Razzle  My friend I'm not coping. 
one hour by hour is sll I can do. 
I know you get it. I know you understand. 
Take care 

xxxooo

 

thanks @NatureLover for your support. Xx

Re: Childhood trauma memories (TW)

Hi there @BlueBay 

Thanks for your feedback. Yes no reply would have indeed been annoying. I will pass it on to the Community Moderators.

 

Otherwise I hope you are doing okay in these strange times!

Whitehawk

Re: Childhood trauma memories (TW)

@Whitehawk 

No I'm not doing ok 

but don't worry 

I'm stsying away from here 

because it's all too much 

 

Re: Childhood trauma memories (TW)

@BlueBay I had hoped you were doing better, but it sounds like you are doing much worse. I'm sorry to hear. I hope you can get back to being OK. Hour by hour - I know how that feels and it sucks. But I hope anyway that you can keep safe, 1 hour at a time.

Re: Childhood trauma memories (TW)

Oh @BlueBay I am so sorry to hear that. I know you will be doing your very best to look after yourself. 

 

All the very best

Whitehawk

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